IM TIRED OF EVERY BOY I THINK IS INTERESTED IN ME ASKING FOR MY NUDES A WEEK LATER LIKE FUCK YOU YOURE SO FUCKINGN RUDE

beanie

I’ve worn a hole in the left side of my lower lip from trying to keep my mouth shut
because if I let my jaw unclench,
I’d be kissing you and screaming into your mouth.
I hate that I’ve written 28-now 29- poems about you
and you haven’t called to see if my heart is intact
or if my eyes have dried.
Instead, you watch me from 89 miles away through two computer screens because a ten second picture tells you all you need to know about a heart.
I never stood a chance.
Self-absorbtion and self loathing take less energy than pinning your hands to my hands and putting your lips on my lips.
I’m sorry that i only lasted for 5 months as your distraction,
when I thought I could trick myself into falling in love with you.
I guess the joke’s on me.
I fell into your arms by accident, but you ripped me open and put all your confidence in my heart.
When you left you tried to pull it right out of me,
but baby i’ve got news for you;
gifts are to be given and you rarely get them back.
So i’m keeping your shirt, your secrets, your stars, and how you really feel about yourself
and you can keep the first time, your priorities, and your guilt
because I have no interest in feeling bad about myself for losing you when you were a lost cause the entire time.

(k.m.)

thoughts
r-gue:

instagram - rvgue

"I still dream about Kurt. Every time I see him in a dream, I’ll be amazed and I get this feeling that everyone else thinks he’s dead. It always feels totally real, probably because I’m a very vivid dreamer. But, in my dreams, Kurt’s usually been hiding - we’ll get together and I’ll end up asking him, ‘God, where have you been?’" - Dave Grohl
wolverxne:

Adventure Is Out There - by: [Whitney Justesen] 
We’re all trying to forget someone.
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